[to: Hyuuga-Senpai]

[to: Hyuuga-senpai]

[from: Kuro-kouhai]

[April, 21 2014 - 10:52p.m.]

Senpai, how are you doing? Things go well, right? The game DVDs that you lent to me; I need you to help me to install the games. I find it quite confusing since some discs require this and that and another A-to-Z requirement that I am not so familiar with. By the way, I think I'm gonna re-install the first game you lent the disc to me. The crack file doesn't work and as you've told me, I should not have updated the game through the launcher. I asked Azari about Katy Perry special stuffs for the game but he seemed not recognizing the game edition. I might have to buy the disc myself then. 

But it's not what I'd like to tell you actually. 

Senpai has been so good to me and I thank you for that. I feel like being happy to be a kouhai. Yes, I'm a shadow player so you would not see me playing basketball with you and the team. Thank you for letting me stay in your loft while I wait for my music class. You've got such an extensive loft and the hot water dispenser is running well so your friends could boil water for ramen and I could prepare a glass of warm Milo. I've never played your game console because other senpais had always taken it before I took my turn. You've been wearing blue jacket these days and guess what, I've never seen it before. But it's good since I love blue and I've got too many jackets at home, wondering if some senpais would take some. I gotta clean my closet so I'd have more spaces for new outfits. Senpai plays guitar well and I'd love to sing along. Kuroko has never been seen singing but lucky you and some senpais for seeing him singing. 

But sometimes senpai put a prank on me. Senpai bullies me and sometimes I could not bear it. But Mrs. Safrina is right when she explained about "defense mechanism". At some times senpai would say "Yes it's your fault that you're alive!" and I would think that that would hurt somehow. Not much, but it does. Why have you said such thing? I've never prayed for your death, nor other senpais' death. I could tell I feel offended, well not much, but I do. And why are you sometimes so cold and apathetic? I know we've talked about such thing before and you know this Kuroko hates being ignored. Do I feel ignore or.. did I feel that way? I don't know but please say something to me. I'm not good at playing games but I don't want to be left behind. Do you feel ill or something? Like having a headache or something? Why didn't you tell me earlier? Mitobe-senpai doesn't talk much but you don't fit that way; you'd better say things--well you say things straightforwardly--and inevitably some things are too sharp to say. Well, that's better than saying a lie at least. I met Opan and Lucas this afternoon and we planned about going on a holiday. Will sandy beach be a good place? I'm wishing for a summer holiday actually. Do people play basketball well on sand? 

Senpai should do your homework. I know it's tiring but I can't help but doing it. You should do that, too. The lecturers say that assignments are made to train our language skill and development. Well, I know that too many tasks would kill us--not literally, or could be literally. I'm sorry for being a trouble for senpai but please do not ignore me--well I know I'm a shadow player but Kuroko looks good when he orders ice cream, you know that, too, right? We've eaten ice cream before, lots of ice cream, and there'd be more to come. I cannot wait for my birthday and senpai should come and cut a piece of pizza (other senpais should come, too, and probably bring me some gifts?). I don't like pizza but I like other side dishes like potato wedges or fusili platter. 

Senpai should not hate me. I wish you a good night. I won't tell Agis about what happened. She should not know about it. By the way, I think I'll buy a new pair a shoes like Ijey's one. Not the exactly same design, because I love the palette of piano black, blue, and white. What do you think of grey laces? They must compliment the shoes well. 

Have a good night, senpai

[11:07p.m.]