When you don't feel good about yourself

I used to look at the mirror and see my reflection, and I'd go like "Oh, tidy enough!" or "I look good. That's good." Time goes by and now I realize things have changed, including the way I look at my reflection in the mirror. These days I have been criticizing myself. Why do I look this way? How could I go out to world like this! I feel bad about myself.  I often compare myself to other people, thinking that people are much better than me. I'm not that guy who attracts women with his charm. I ain't look good. 5-feet 5-inch.. what...

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Masa-Masa Jenuh

Jadi sudah sekitar satu bulan saya mulai merasa kurang bersemangat, letih, lesu, lunglai, gejala 5L, atau apalah disebutnya. Kuroko capek dan Kuroko tuh nggak bisa diginiin. Ngaco lah ini ngomongnya. Sebenarnya, saya nggak sampai menunjukkan gejala 5L, meskipun jujur aja saya memang sedang dalam momen dimana saya sering capek. Jenuh, mungkin itu kata yang lebih tepat untuk menggambarkan perasaan saya akhir-akhir ini. Saya jadi sering banyak megap-megap,...

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