I think human brain is the most wonderful part of body every human being in this world has. Brain controls everything. It tells you to either scream or stay calm when you step on a LEGO brick. It tells you to drink when you feel thirsty (unless you're fasting). Brain enables human to do lots of things. Human collects information every day and stores them in their brain so let's say that human brain is a super duper extra wonderful data storage.
Did I just talk about human brain?
Well, if I did then I must be in a random mode now.
I did not intend to talk about human brain, nor about super duper extra wonderful data storage (although I need a new external HDD, to be honest). I was about to talk about how feelings and thoughts are "accumulated" and a massive explosion of random thoughts and feelings when bursting all at once. I think a friend of mine (whoops! I can't mention the name) has had this kind of experience which has almost totally changed her. Seriously I can't recognize her anymore, well, not physically because it seems that she remains the same; her appearance doesn't change much. She becomes someone horrifying. She yells a lot, she curses people, and she speaks more sarcastically than ever. I'm afraid she will kill someone and I eventually cut ties because I don't want to be yelled at and cursed. I know nothing about what's going on with her and still I want to live :(
Sometimes I have random thoughts running in my mind and my feelings become so abstract because happiness, sadness, disappointment, anger, and confusion blend together so well that it makes me sick. I can't express my feelings because I'm not sure about what I really am feeling. I'd like to burst into tears but I don't know what should I cry for. I can't laugh because somehow I feel hurt inside. I can't smash things around me because I don't even know why should I be angry. I am confused of myself. I have lots of things to say but I really need to spit 'em out all at once so I feel relieved but if I do, that would be a total chaos. As a result, I keep that kind of random feelings accumulated and when I can't bear it anymore, I'll explode like a dynamite (whoooaaa--I came in like a wreeeecking baaaall~), saying all my thoughts at once, yelling at people while crying and laughing at the same time and people would leave me because they think I'm crazy BUT I'M NOT! Really I'm not crazy!
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| I came in like a wreeeeeecking baaaall~ |
Can I have a glass of iced lemonade?
Okay, so it's not good to keep all the things by yourself and keep the randomness accumulated. When you feel something, it'd be better to express your feeling right away because you'll have a better, clear and understandable way to express it. People will know how to react and help you in a right way (when you feel angry or sad). It's not good to yell at people while laughing because you're not a comic and it's not a stand-up comedy show. Laughing while crying is something dramatic that you should actually avoid because your laugh would sound like ha-ha-ha with lots of staccato (and it doesn't sound good).
Don't you ever miss the upcoming new episode of Sam & Cat #firstclassproblems ! If you miss it, then you have a #firstclassproblems
Oh, I love Cat Valentine!
So whatever this random post is about, just don't miss the upcoming Sam & Cat new episode #firstclassproblems AND don't keep your feelings by yourself. If you feel like expressing it, express your feeling right away.
Oh, I need Bibbles!
Am I going crazy now?
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